Monday, June 23, 2008
Teaser
On Sunday, April 13, 2036, the asteroid Apophis could collide with the
Earth. What might happen if it does?
Three thousand years from now, humanity has survived this collision...but
civilization is gone. One day in the northern Great Plains, a peaceful tribe
is decimated by its warlike neighbors. Only two young men, Blake and
Manosh, survive. They take their dogs and head south, forever leaving
this cold, hostile land behind. Along the way, they come across many
amazing landscapes, creatures, and people. They even meet a young
woman, Lana, who joins them on their migration to the Warmland.
When the trio reach the Warmland, however, they find that it's not quite
what they expected. Far from being a paradise, it has perils all its own.
Blake and his friends must adapt to this new world if they hope to survive.
You'll go on this journey in Migration of the Kamishi and Trials of the
Warmland, the first and second books in the new series, The Feral World,
by author Gaddy Bergmann and published by Flying Pen Press. The
adventure continues in Riders of the Mapinguari, available in September
2008.
The Feral World: Books of The Feral World
Migration of the Kamishi
Join Blake and his friends, the last of the Kamishi tribe, on their quest for a
new homeland 3,000 years from now in the New Days. You'll never look at
North America the same way again. On sale now.
Trials of the Warmland
When Blake and Lana reach their destination, they expect to find
paradise. Instead, they find only people who have no intention of letting
Outlanders infest their precious Warmland. What must Blake and Lana do
to prove themselves worthy of the mysterious Corpushi tribe? Find out in
this second book of The Feral World. Available in February 2008.
Riders of the Mapinguari
Blake and Lana have built a life and a family in Corpus, but the peace is
easily disturbed. One day, a haggard messenger arrives, warning all who
would listen to flee before the Terran army and their Mapinguari. When
the Invaders arrive at last, they soon overpower the regional tribes and
begin to spoil the Warmland. Without a radical new plan, the Corpushi and
their neighbors will lose their way of life forever. Discover what happens
next in this third book of The Feral World. Available in September 2008.
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Book Signing
Book signing for Trials of the Warmland
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Well, Trials of the Warmland was released yesterday! Now both the
first and second books of The Feral World are available. I will be
having a book signing at Denver's own Who Else! Books on Sunday,
March 2 at 3 pm. Here's their address and contact information:
Denver Book Mall
32 N. Broadway
Denver, CO 80203
Ph: 303-733-3808
Gaddy Bergmann
http://www.GaddyBergmann.com
And Here's the Mapinguari!
And here's the mapinguari!
Sunday, December 02, 2007
When I attended Denver's MileHiCon in the last weekend of October, I
met fantasy painter and sculptor Jim Humble. I had seen his work
before: beautiful art featuring big cats, dragons, and gargoyles. But I
had something different in mind. I wanted a mapinguari.
If the South American legends are true, and if ecologist David Oren is
right, then the mythical mapinguari of Amazonia is a still-living giant
ground sloth. The legend tells of a big, shaggy, smelly beast with a
fearsome roar that lives deep in the forest. It has long claws, big teeth,
and backward-pointing feet. The creature walks on its hind legs, and its
hide is so thick and strong that arrows and even bullets cannot
penetrate it. Some versions of the legend also say that the mapinguari
has one big eye in the middle of its head and a big mouth in the middle
of its belly. Except for that last part about the eye and the mouth, this
legendary creature is suspiciously suggestive of Mylodon robustus, a
ground sloth about the size of a brown bear, and David Oren intends to
find it. He has attracted the scorn of other scientists, who think he's off
on a wild sloth chase...and that makes me respect him all the more. His
work was featured in Discover magazine, as well as Never Yet Melted
and Texas Big Foot.
Regardless of the veracity of this legend, giant sloths may not have
been the docile browsers we once thought. Megatherium americanum
was one of the two largest sloth species and, like Eremotherium
laurillardii, could have weighed up to 5 tons. Paleontologist Richard
Farina thinks that Megatherium was not only an herbivore but an
omnivore that may have scavenged carcasses or even actively preyed
upon other animals. In a Discover article, Farina explains that, although
Megatherium had slow locomotion, the striking speed of its clawed
forelimbs was probably quite fast. As for its teeth, they may have been
suitable for eating meat after all. Wouldn't that be something, to watch
a 5-ton giant sloth in action? Wow.
In The Feral World, the invading Terrans have an awesome weapon:
an army of mapinguari. But not just Mylodon; these are Megatherium.
And they're not content to eat leaves; they want meat. And they're not
only protected by their naturally thick, bony hides, but also by the
metallic armor that their human keepers have given them. This is the
creature in my story, and this was the sort of sculpture I wanted to
commission from Jim.
To my surprise and delight, when I explained all this, Jim understood
just what I was looking for. In fact, he even knew most of these things
about sloths already. He knew how giant sloths looked, moved, and
acted, and he knew how to go about creating a figure to match. After
first showing me a conceptual sketch, Jim got to work and told me that
within about two months, I would have my sloth.
Now, here we are just one month later, and I've got it! I picked up my
sloth yesterday, and let me tell you, it looks awesome. This thing is
terrifying...but beautiful. I will be bringing my mapinguari with me to
book signings. Just as importantly, though, I am already turning to this
figure for inspiration, ideas, and insight as I write my third novel, Riders
of the Mapinguari. Anyway, without further ado, here he is, the
mapinguari.
Gaddy Bergmann
http://www.GaddyBergmann.com
Creating the Feral World
Creating The Feral World
Thursday, November 29, 2007
have a new cover, more entries in the glossary, and more details in
several scenes. It is set for a simultaneous release with the second book
in The Feral World series, Trials of the Warmland.
the usual copy editing, I am also adding two more scenes: one in the
middle, and one near the end. This is all very hush-hush, but here's what I
can tell you. In the middle of the story, Blake and Lana encounter
someone from a different culture, who uses far more advanced technology
than they do. And toward the end of the novel, Blake and Lana discover
that the Warmland's weather is not always so mild after all.
available in stores and online in February 2008.
Then, it's back to writing Riders of the Mapinguari! I have already delved
deep into this story as well. The Terran army and their mapinguari have
already attacked Corpus, and it doesn't look good for the Corpushi. I can
hardly wait to get back into that world. But for now, it's still edits, edits,
edits...
Gaddy Bergmann
Sunday, June 22, 2008
The Indian Within
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Current mood: contemplative
Category: News and Politics
http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20080529/sc_nm/brazil_tribe_dc
http://news.yahoo.com/nphotos/Uncontacted-Amazonian-tribe-photographed-Acre-Peru-Handout/ss/events/wl/052908amazontribe/s:/nm/20080529/sc_nm/brazil_tribe_dc
Locos en Duelo
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Current mood: amused
http://www.myspace.com/locosenduelo
I'm rather partial to this band myself. Mostly because I know them very well. How well? Well, let's just say my relationship to one of them is the same relationship that Obi Wan Kenobi had to old Ben Kenobi.
Gaddy Bergmann
Down With the Riders
Friday, April 25, 2008
Current mood: sleepy
Asteroid Collision
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Current mood: worried
http://www.physorg.com/news127499715.html
NASA had originally estimated the odds at 1 in 45,000, but the new estimate is a whopping 1 in 450. Those are pretty high odds.
Movie Review: *10,000 BC*
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Current mood: inquisitive
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
Prehistoric Stuff Rules
Monday, February 25, 2008
Current mood: curious
Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities
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http://www.GaddyBergmann.com
Matt Hoyle's New Book, *Encounters*
Reproduced from http://www.MySpace.com/GaddyBergmann
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Current mood: excited
Category: Art and Photography
Well, I posted my account on the internet a couple years ago. Last year, an assistant to photographer Matt Hoyle contacted me. She said that Matt was traveling across
The book looks great! It's full of the accounts of dozens of people from all over the country, all claiming to have seen these odd, inexplicable things. And I'm one of these people. Well, you can say we're odd. You can say we didn't really see what we thought we saw, and maybe that's true. But whatever that creature was that night, it was not a normal person. I think it was a sasquatch, and maybe those other people saw paranormal beings, too.
Encounters: With the Strange and Unexplained
By Matt Hoyle
Release date: 01 October, 2007
Two New Reviews of My Book
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Category: Writing and Poetry
Current mood: excited
Category: Writing and Poetry
Trials of the Warmland, the second book in The Feral World trilogy is almost here! February 22 is the official release date, but if you want to pre-order a copy at the lower, pre-release price, please visit the Flying Pen Press catalog here:
http://flyingpenpress.com/catalog/product_info.php?products_id=33&osCsid=faha8fd7ukucqo6f07ksrbddg0
After that, both Migration of the Kamishi and Trials of the Warmland will be available through all the usual book outlets.
In addition, the first book signing for Trials of the Warmland will be on Sunday, March 2, 3pm, at the Denver Book Mall, located here:
Who Else! Books
32 N. Broadway
Ph: 303-733-3808
http://who_else.home.att.net/wsb/html/view.cgi-home.html-.html
Thank you!
Gaddy
Book Review: The Omnivore's Dilemma
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Food and Restaurants
Currently reading :
The Omnivore’s Dilemma: A Natural History of Four Meals
By Michael Pollan
Release date: 28 August, 2007
New Neighbor to the North
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Current mood: thoughtful
A very interesting, but perhaps underreported story, made headlines on Thursday, Dec. 20, 2007. The Lakota nation of Indians has withdrawn from 150-year-old treaties it had with the
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,317548,00.html
The Pictures Are In
Sunday, December 02, 2007
The Pictures Are In!
Current mood: excited
Category: Art and Photography
Giant sloth
Saturday, December 01, 2007
I Got My Giant Sloth!
Current mood: excited
Category: Writing and Poetry
I'm so excited - I finally got my giant sloth today!
Let me explain. At the end of October, I attended the science fiction/fantasy convention, MileHiCon, here in
You see, the third novel in The Feral World is called Riders of the Mapinguari. What is a mapinguari? Well, strictly speaking, the mapinguari is a legendary beast in Amazonian folklore. Local people have, for centuries, described a creature that is at least as tall as a man and walks upright, has long, shaggy brown hair, and smells awful. They say the beast has long, fearsome claws, sharp teeth, a terrifying roar, and that it preys on other creatures, including humans. They also say that the creatures feet point backwards, that it has one eye in the middle of its head, and that it has a large mouth on its belly.
Now, other than the part about having one big eye and a mouth on the belly, the rest of this legend is highly suggestive of giant sloths.
Giant sloths, which originated in
Ecologist David Oren has been looking for the mapinguari for years now, but he still hasn't found any. Although Oren has attracted the scorn of other scientists for this pursuit, he is still looking for a relict population of Mylodon. If he succeeds, he could win protection for large tracts of rainforest, and I, for one, really admire him for his guts and perseverence.
Paleontologist Richard Farina has made some interesting obsevations on the fossils of Mylodon's bigger cousin, Megatherium. The only sloths living today are tree sloths, which are much smaller - around ten pounds. Tree sloths may eat a few insects, lizards, or carrion (scavenged meat) every now and then, but they mostly eat leaves. The ancient giant sloths appeared to be just as herbivorous, but Farina thinks that Megatherium may have scavenged meat or even hunted its own prey from time to time. If Farina is right, then the image of giant sloths as gentle giants could be quite wrong. They could have been very dangerous animals.
For my novel, Riders of the Mapinguari, I borrowed the legend of the mapinguari, but substituted Megatherium for Mylodon. The Feral World takes place 3,000 years from now after an asteroid has destroyed our civilization. In this world, most people in
Now, back to my sculpture. I had asked Jim to sculpt a statue of a Megatherium for me. Today, I went to Humble Studios to pick it up, and let me tell you, I was blown away by how awesome it looked.
Jim told me it might take him up to two months to complete the statue; he finished it in only one. Throughout November, he sent me photos via email, showing me the progress on the piece. He asked me if there was anything I wanted him to add or change. I gave him some input, but not much more than that; I didn't have to. He knew exactly how to make the mapinguari look aggressive, but not melodramatic. He made it look dynamic, yet still believable. The statue looked cool in the pictures, but the pictures didn't prepare me for how awesome it would look in person.
From the instant I saw that mapinguari, I just loved it. The thing is incredible; it's terrifying, but not in a horror sort of way. No, to me, it's much better than that. It looks like a big, scary beast, and I love it! The statue stands over one foot tall, and it's in a pose where it's about to slash at the viewer with the long claws of its left hand. The look in its eyes is both warm and intimidating at the same time. This thing is just wonderful.
I took some photos of it tonight after dark, but the flash photography just didn't do it justice. I'm going to take it outside tomorrow or as soon as it gets sunny and get some really nice shots of it. Then I'll share them with you.
Evolution vs. Creationism: Much Ado About Nothing?
Evolution vs. Creation: Much
November 28, 2007 08:00 AM EST (Updated: November 28, 2007 08:09 AM EST)
Charles Darwin’s On the Origin of Species was first published in 1859, and ever since then, people have been bickering about its ideas, methods, conclusions, and implications. To some extent, such controversy is to be expected. Many revolutionary scientific ideas are met with disdain, criticism, or even violence.
Galileo Galilei spent his life under house arrest simply for espousing Copernicus’ heliocentric world view that the Earth orbits the Sun. At the time, many people believed that the Earth was at the center of the Universe, and refused to entertain notions to the contrary. One reason for this was biblical verse. In several places, the Bible suggests that the Earth is stationary. Psalm 93:1 and 96:10, and 1 Chronicles 16:30 all state that, “the world is firmly established, it cannot be moved.” Similarly, Psalm 104:5 says that God “set the earth on its foundations; it can never be moved.” And Ecclesiastes 1:5 states, “The sun also rises, and the sun goes down, and hurries to its place where it rises.” Thus, interpreting the Bible literally, Europeans of the 1600’s believed that the Earth had to be stationary, and the whole Universe had to revolve around it.
There may have been another reason, too. It’s far more flattering to think of ourselves as the greatest things in all Creation than as merely tiny specks in the grand scheme of things. Galileo had the courage to confront this bias. He demonstrated that the Earth and other celestial bodies were in constant motion, and he advocated a figurative rather than literal interpretation of the Bible. Now, of course, everyone except for complete rubes knows that the Earth orbits the Sun, which in turn cycles through the Milky Way galaxy, which is itself part of the Universe’s expansion. But it took a long time for that knowledge to gain formal acceptance. Galileo first showed that orbits exist in 1610, and the Catholic Church did not affirm that theory until 1835 – fully 225 years later!
Tradition is an easy one. People tend to do what they were taught to do, or what they have been doing for a long time. This applies to everyone, whether scientist, religious observer, or otherwise. So, if one grows up believing that evolution is false and that creationism is true, it is simply much easier to continue doing so. There is, of course, a place for tradition, but how we view the development of life on Earth should not be one of them.
Now, what about pride? As I mentioned above, it is far more comfortable to believe that Earth is God’s favorite place, and the people are God’s favorite critters. It just comes naturally to us to think of ourselves as important. In fact, a certain amount of this is probably necessary for psychological well-being. But when it comes to understanding how the physical world is put together, our feelings are more or less irrelevant. Either the Earth orbits the sun, or it doesn’t. Either all life evolved from single-celled organisms, or it didn’t. That’s it. It doesn’t really matter whether we approve of these phenomena or not. Believing or not believing in them does not change the facts. We must objectively show whether they are true or false. If true, we should believe in them, and if false, we should reject them. We will continue to be who and what we are, but we will be enlightened with new information about how the world works. Hopefully, we will use that information to benefit one another. That’s all there is to it.
And now the last reason – fear. Why do I think people are fearful of evolution? The answer may surprise you. I don’t think it actually has anything to do with evolution itself. Rather, I think it has to do with people’s attitudes toward things they perceive as disruptive, dangerous, or even evil. Everybody knows that bad things happen. We know that people and animals suffer everyday. We know that individuals are sickened, injured, abused, or killed all the time. And unless we are either numb or deranged, we are disturbed by this knowledge. Nobody wants anyone to suffer, but we all do. That’s just the way it goes. But there’s always something we can do to combat this evil, and we can always somehow help each other out. We can console each other. We can build shelters, treat illnesses, and punish the wicked. That’s what normal, health people try to do.
Then along comes the theory of evolution. At it’s core, evolution simply states that life forms change over time. There’s nothing too inflammatory about that; life just changes. Now, as I mentioned above, some people’s pride may be hurt by that theory, because they do not want to think of themselves as descended from apes. But again, people can gradually accept even unpalatable scientific facts, so even the knowledge that we come from simpler creatures may not seem so bad after all, as long as we appreciate our current state of development. But how does evolution work? Aha! There’s the evil part! Evolution operates via survival of the fit. That is, the strong go on to reproduce, while the weak die off and disappear. Can there be a more disturbing thought? Apparently not.
Human societies are based on resisting natural selection. If we embraced natural selection, we would simply say, “All of you who are weak, go ahead and die.” Although we may express this sentiment to some degree or other, on the whole, people everywhere shun the notion of abandoning the weak. Our instincts tell us to help one another. Our religions tell us to be kind and generous to each other. Our governments have programs to care for the needy, and our businesses function provide goods and services where they are wanted. People would become wicked if they literally embraced the maxim of “survival of the fittest,” and societies would literally fall apart.
It is this worst case scenario that Creationists are afraid of, and it is this very thing that they are opposing when they oppose education and research in evolution. It actually has nothing to do with evolution itself, and it is unrelated to the question of whether life forms change over time or not. Rather, these people are worried about the moral decay of society, turning away from God and tradition, and opening ourselves up to the destructive forces of apathy, nihilism, and mindless greed.
Actually, I do not blame Creationists for fearing such things, nor would I blame anyone for that. We all worry, to some degree or other, about where our society is heading and what we can do to thwart negative influences. But education and research into evolution are not about adopting the theory of “survival of the fittest” as a maxim or moral compass. Rather, people who study biology simply want to understand how the world works, just like astronomers, chemists, or any other scientists. If our pride gets bruised in the process, well, that’s okay. But let us not fear the implications of the theory of evolution, because no one can tell us to ignore our consciences or turn our backs on our humanity.
Gaddy Bergmann
Asia Must Stop Trafficking in Wildlife
by Gaddy Bergmann
November 15, 2007 01:22 AM EST (Updated: November 15, 2007 08:35 PM EST)
On Monday, November 12, 2007, FOXNews.com reported that Thai officials confiscated over a hundred pangolins (an armored, insect-eating mammal) destined for sale in southwest
I am so sick of hearing about this cruel, illegal, and senseless trafficking of animals for food and “medicine” in the
Why are people still chopping up animals in this wasteful way? There are plenty of other foods available, and there are plenty of real medicines out there that actually help treat real ailments. And yet, the slaughter continues. Elephants, rhinos, and hippos are still being poached in huge numbers. Why? So that that merchants can turn their tusks or horns into a powder and sell it as an aphrodisiac. Tigers are also being hunted for a similar reason. They’re penises are likewise lopped off, ground up and sold as “virility enhancers.” Shark populations have plummeted worldwide due to overfishing, and the cruel practice of slicing off their fins before tossing them back into the ocean continues. Horribly wounded and unable to swim, these sharks sink and die by the thousands. And in
This trafficking in wildlife is despicable. If these animals’ bodies were at least being put to some kind of good use, then I could see some room for compromise. If people really had to eat pangolins or else starve to death, or if consuming the pulverized phalli of charismatic megafauna really did help treat ailments, then perhaps some kind of sustainable harvest could be arranged. But neither applies. These animals are being slaughtered for no other reason than tickling the finicky palates of the ignorant, apathetic rich, or offering completely worthless placebos to the gullible masses.
Let’s tackle the matter of food first.
Now, as for the matter of traditional “medicine.” Volumes have been written on the relative merits and shortcomings of Eastern and Western medicine alike, and I did not write this article to build up or take down either one. What I did write this article for, however, was to clearly state that traditional concoctions that use animal horns or genitalia as aphrodisiacs are complete baloney.
First of all, let’s look at this from the customer’s perspective. Some person walks into a traditional “medicine” shop wanting to buy some kind of aphrodisiac made from some kind of animal. The merchant sells him a powder, tells him how to use it, and takes his money. The customer then leaves, eager to try out his new “treatment.” What the customer doesn’t know, is that these powders are frequently counterfeits. The consumer thinks he’s buying ground up tiger penis, rhino horn, or hippo tooth, but what he’s really getting is a fake. He’s just thrown his money away. So, from a consumer advocacy standpoint, people are often just wasting their money at many of these traditional “medicine” shops.
Turns out, though, that even if they were getting their money’s worth, they still wouldn’t be getting their money’s worth. Ground up animal parts have no therapeutic value whatsoever. They’re a waste of people’s time and money, and they’re a waste of an animal's life, because they don’t do anything. They’re complete placebos. If you really want to help yourself with a placebo, take a sugar pill. They’re cheaper and probably taste better. The horns and teeth of big, impressive animals are chemically useless to people. The only reason traditionalists put them in “medicines” in the first place is because of the naïve notion that, if you consume something from a powerful animal, then that animal’s power will be transmitted to you. Psychologically there may be some truth to that, but that kind of spiritual energy can be obtained just as easily by admiring a photograph or observing the magnificent, living creature itself, as it can be by destroying the very thing you want to emulate so much.
These powders and concoctions are not medicines, and I am sick of hearing people refer to them as such. Medicines come either from detailed research in a scientific or clinical setting, or from careful observation in a traditional setting. Most drugs, therefore, come from plants or minerals, and not from the flesh of animals. Flesh offers us protein, which is why we need some meat in our diet. But flesh does not provide us with medicine, and no concoction made from mutilated animals changes that.
The simple truth is that ignorance and greed are perpetuating the animal trafficking business. I don’t think we’ll put a stop to human greed anytime soon. However, we are pretty good at combating ignorance with information and education. The more people know that animal parts are not medicinal, the better we’ll be able to protect wildlife.
Gaddy Bergmann
Book Review: Kitty and the Midnight Hour
Book Review: Kitty and the Midnight Hour
November 09, 2007 01:07 AM EST (Updated: November 10, 2007 01:51 PM EST)
The first book I'm reviewing is Kitty and the Midnight Hour, a novel by Carrie Vaughn, published by Warner Books.
Kitty Norville is a young woman in
That success, however, is not without its complications. As a werewolf, Kitty is a member of the local pack. Therefore, she has a place in the pecking order, and a low-ranking place at that. She is also by default at odds with the local vampire Family, and the two groups are as bitter rivals as street gangs. Having her own, successful show brings Kitty into conflict with her own werewolf superiors, as well as with the vampires on the other side of town. Luckily, in addition to enemies, Kitty has friends on both sides as well.
Kitty is dedicated to her program, which not only helps thousands of people across the country, but is also quite lucrative. However, holding onto her show in the midst of pressures from all sides proves very dangerous. Kitty must negotiate these dire straits if she's to stand up for her show, her status, and her independence.
I was enchanted with this book from the moment I started reading it. Vaughn's account of werewolf life is captivating. I got chills when I learned of the freedom that Kitty and her friends feel when running through the woods in wolf form. Conversely, I was horrified to learn of how they have to struggle with each other, vampires, werewolf hunters, and the police.
The fight scenes in this novel are breathtaking. As a woman, Kitty is petite and not at all imposing. But as a wolf, she is not only terrifying but awe-inspiring. Over the course of the story, Kitty moves up the hierarchy of her pack, transforming from a cringing little subordinate to a confident, competent contender. Vaughn's descriptions of Kitty's battles with other werewolves are wonderful. The characters fight as humans, as wolves, and even in a form part-way between the two. Their skills as fighters are superb, and the way they dispatch their foes is amazing. This brutality contrasts with the subtlety of the turf war with the vampires, and the interplay with the police force, but Vaughn weaves all these elements together into an engaging and memorable story.
This novel also puts forth some fascinating ideas about the origins of lycanthropy and vampirism, using interesting agencies such as the "Center for the Study of Paranatural Biology" as a mouthpiece – a delicious blend of fantasy and science fiction.
I really enjoyed Kitty and the Midnight Hour. It is not a "literary" novel with a particularly thought-provoking theme, but then, it doesn't pretend to be. Rather, it is an enthralling fantasy about a loveable protagonist who is on a journey of growth and maturation. This is a welcome twist on an old legend, and I am glad I found it.
Kitty and the Midnight Hour is the first novel in the Kitty Norville series. The second book in the series is Kitty Goes to Washington, and I am looking forward to reading it, too.
Gaddy Bergmann
How to Crush Your Own Soul
I'm not normally a cynical person or a sarcastic writer. Quite the opposite, actually. But when inspiration strikes...
How to crush your own soul in three easy steps:
1) Develop a passion for something fascinating and wonderful.
2) Develop an illness that prevents you from pursuing that passion.
3) Obsess about not being able to pursue that passion until you want to die.
I followed this easy formula, and it worked for me! Here's my story.
Ever since I was a tiny boy, I have loved animals. Really loved them. I mean really loved them. I know most kids love animals, and I'm glad they do. But for me, it was more than an interest. It was a passion, even a calling. All I wanted to do was watch them, play with them, talk about them, read about them, write about them, draw them, and sculpt them. Dogs, cats, horses, turtles, frogs, fish. It didn't matter. I was completely and thoroughly fascinated and inspired by them. When I thought about the future, I considered becoming a veterinarian, zoologist, documentarian, or nature writer. Any and all of these were exciting prospects to me.
Sadly, these proved to be unrealistic fantasies. As I grew up, I came to realize that I had serious atopy. What is atopy? It is the collective disorder of allergies, asthma, and eczema (atopic dermatitis). Atopy varies in severity, from a few mild allergies, to a whole suite of potentially life-threatening immunological hypersensitivity problems. I had hoped that my problem would fall closer to the benign end of the spectrum, but it turned out to be farther along on the serious end of things.
Never mind that atopic kids are the epitome of delicate geekiness. That wouldn't be so bad, if it weren't for the fact that atopy can prevent you from doing something you love, namely, being with animals. Well, an atopic kid like me could be around animals, but only if he were willing to risk death by asphyxiation from status asthmaticus.
When I was growing up, people told me that I should hang in there, that there were far worse things, and that it wasn't so bad. It was nice of them to say that, and it was basically true, and it was encouraging. They also told me that I might grow out of my allergies and that everything could turn out great. That, as it turns out, was a myth. People don't really outgrow atopy. They may outgrow a few allergies here and there, and they may improve in certain areas, which I did do, but they never really get over the disorder as a whole.
If you've got really dry, eczematous skin as a kid, you'll always have it. you're asthmatic, you'll always be asthmatic. If you have numerous or severe allergies, then I regret to inform you, but you will always have them. You may take medicine to cope with these problems, and thankfully, you may naturally improve as well. But if you're atopic, then you'll always be atopic, and the sooner you accept that, the better off you'll be. Unless you're like me, and you're actually trying to crush your own soul.
I'm a stubborn person by nature. You can call it determined, but I call it stubborn. Once I start something, I don't quit. I just don't. Even if it kills me. Starting things may be a challenge, but finishing them is a no-brainer. That's one of the reasons I have been in the business of crushing my own soul for the past twenty years.
When these physical limitations on my well-being began asserting themselves, I was reluctant to accept them. In fact, I was in denial. I told myself, "These doctors can say what they want, but I'm not going to let this get me down." Apparently, I thought I was being resilient and optimistic. In retrospect, however, I now see that I was burying my head in the sand and living in a fantasy world.
I was determined to continue being with animals. I stayed with people who had dogs, cats, or other furry pets, and ignored my watering eyes, runny nose, itchy skin, and wheezing lungs. Ignored them, that is, until I had to take emergency medicine or go home. I continued to ride horseback, even wearing protective clothing to guard against the dander in the horses' fur. On several actions, however, my allergic reactions were so severe that I was afraid for my life.
But these things passed, and I would always blithely resolve to try harder, explore more alternatives, and not give up on my dream. I was always inspired by those cases the media loves to hold up as role models: the amputee who runs a marathon, the paraplegic who sky dives, the blind artist, or the deaf teacher. Of course, it is wonderful to see people overcome barriers such as these. But I was too stubborn to realize that my problem was not their problem. My problem was different.
In school, I studied zoology, which I found fascinating. There were a few setbacks now and then, a few limitations to what experiments I could safely conduct, but I persevered. I left my hometown of
To top it all off, I discovered another obstacle, this one more psychological, even spiritual, than physical. I realized that I hated harming animals in the name of research. I tried to explain this belief away. I found biology fascinating, and sacrificing a few animals in the lab could benefit so many people through biomedical research, or help many other creatures through environmental research. Right? Well, perhaps, but that didn't change the fact that I didn't want to harm animals. After all, I had entered the field of zoology because I loved animals and because wanted to help them, not simply to chop them up and see what they were made of.
As interesting as science was, I could not rationalize my conduct. Together with my health problems, I found myself in dire straits. I was in a profession that I not only was not physically suited for, but which I also found morally reprehensible. I went through an identity crisis, became depressed, and withdrew. That was in 2002, only about five years ago.
I spent the next three years in a desperate attempt to figure out who the hell I was, what I was doing, and what I wanted. To was disappointed to think of myself as a "drifter" or someone who was "searching for himself," but that's what I was. I was lost, and I had to find myself. I spent a year studying visual art, and paid attention to my creative side, which I had thoroughly ignored for years. I worked as a full-time teacher, but found that I was not particularly suited to that, either. Then I found a job working in another lab, but
that experience was disappointing, too.
So, I moved back to my hometown of
In June 2007, my series of post-apocalyptic novels, The Feral World, was accepted for publication by Flying Pen Press. These books are about people who live in harmony with nature, and who go on an incredible journey across an exotic, wild
So, as you can see, if you do decide to crush your own soul, sooner or later, you're going to have to figure a way to uncrush it. Of course, it will never regain its original shape, but then, we're supposed to change a bit as we go through this world, aren't we?
All sarcasm aside, I hope you will learn from my misadventures and choose not to crush your own soul. Choose to appreciate the wonder of the world around you. Choose to really get to know the people and your life, and appreciate them. And choose to be flexible. Be determined, yes. Be ambitious, sure. But don't ignore the truth. If there is something you want, go for it. If there are obstacles in your path, find ways around them. But don't keep banging your head against the wall just to get to the other side.
Yes, it is sad if you have a passion for something and you can't have it. But that doesn't mean you can't find joy in other things. In fact, it doesn't even mean you can't find a way to enjoy that thing, either. Be as involved as you can, but don't torture yourself if it's not in the way you would have liked. In my case, I still enjoy nature, I still watch animals, and I still love writing about them in my novels. I have simply had to adapt, and that's really all I had to do in the first place.
There are plenty of fascinating things to learn about in this world, so there's no need to focus so narrowly on one thing that you become blind to everything else. Be flexible, be open to new things, and then you won't have to get your soul crushed. That's pretty good news after all, isn't it?
Gaddy Bergmann
Back in the Saddle Again
Back in the Saddle Again
November 05, 2007 01:08 AM EST (Updated: November 10, 2007 01:50 PM EST)
The Feral World lives!
Lately, I have been editing and publicizing the first two books in The Feral World. So, I have had little time to work on the exciting third novel in the series, Riders of the Mapinguari. However, in the past few weeks, I have returned to writing this book, and let me tell you, it feels great.
In Riders, the two protagonists, Blake and Lana, have found a home in the Warmland among the Corpushi people. Their life is good, and because they have known otherwise, they are grateful for that. Things take a turn for the worse, however, when the Terran army invades neighboring
Now, I have returned to writing this book, which is challenging and fun. Whereas Migration of the Kamishi was an odyssey across the
I'm all for economic prosperity, as long as we are aware of the fact that nothing comes without a price. Nothing. And it's up to us, both as individuals and as a society, to evalute what we are willing to give up and what we are gaining, and whether we are getting a good deal. Unfortunately, we often are not.
In the Feral World, the enemy is Terra, a nation of conquest-minded warriors
who are hell-bent on invading the Warmland, killing or evicting its residents, and claiming it as their own. The threat is all the more terrifying when you consider that the Terran Army is thousands strong, and equipped with military technology that is centuries ahead of Bebelishi technology. What's more, the Terrans' secret weapon is a horde of mapinguari - powerful beasts with natural armor and fearsome claws that have been trained to fight and destroy anyone who stands in their way.
I am currently in the middle of writing one of the many intense battle scenes in this story. I have the whole scene mapped out, but it takes time to put it into novel form. Sometimes I write whole passages, inspired by the images in my mind. At other times I must go back and edit so that the story is coherent and meaningful. It can be tough getting things straight, but getting into this world and creating this battle is quite a thrill.
So that's where Riders of the Mapinguari is now, and I'm eager to keep forging ahead. The Feral World continues!
Gaddy Bergmann
http://www.GaddyBergmann.com
Origins
First Entry: Origins
October 28, 2007 01:24 AM EDT (Updated: November 10, 2007 01:48 PM EST)
I am the author of the new series of novels called The Feral World, published by Flying Pen Press. The first book, Migration of the Kamishi, was released in June 2007, and the second edition will be available before the end of the year. The second book, Trials of the Warmland, will be on sale in January 2008. I am currently writing the third book, Riders of the Mapinguari, which is due for release in September 2008. The Feral World takes place 3,000 years from now in a post-apocalyptic setting, after an asteroid has destroyed civilization in the year 2036 - only twenty years from now. In this future, people live as primitive nomads who subsist as hunter-gatherers.
In Migration of the Kamishi, a rival tribe decimates the people of Kamis in the northern
In Trials of the Warmland, the Kamishi reach their destination, but find that their quest is far from over. Now, the group must combat even more dangerous animals, and even
survive an encounter by the Lunari - a strange, wicked people rumored to hail from the moon itself. Even when the Kamishi locate a tribe they'd like to join - the Corpushi - they still must prove themselves worthy of acceptance into this elite group. When a hurricane strikes the village, the entire tribe is in danger, and Blake and Lana must work with the Corpushi simply to survive. The Kamishi's skills and adaptability are put to the test in this second book of The Feral World series.
InRiders of the Mapinguari, the Kamishi have become Corpushi, but their peaceful life is threatened by an entirely new enemy. An invading army from the south is sweeping through the Warmland and annhilating every tribe they encounter in a campaign of conquest. Their secret weapon is a horde of mapinguari: strange, giant beasts, once thought to be extinct, capable of crushing anyone who stands in their way. The Corpushi are evicted from their territory and now face extinction unless they can devise a way to reclaim their homeland.
How did the idea for this story come to me? Well, I guess it all goes back to when I was about eight years old or so, watching my mother pulls weeds from her garden.
"What are you doing?" I asked.
"Pulling weeds," she said.
"Why?"
"So they don't choke out the flowers," my mother replied.
I thought about this for a moment, and then asked, "Well, why don't you just grow weeds then?" Thus, the idea of just letting things be, just letting nature take its course, has always been extremely appealing to me.
Later, in college, the inspiration for The Feral World came to me while I was doing my organic chemistry homework. I was studying biology, so I had taken many courses in ecology, evolution, and other sciences, as well as writing. I was also learning more about religion and the history of religion, including my own, Judaism, despite the fact that I was (and still am) a basically secular and nonobservant Jew.
One Friday afternoon, while I was sitting at my desk, I suddenly got this vision of a small band of people trekking across the plains. They were primitive, but not stupid. They were spiritual, but not fanatic. They respected the natural world around them, and they knew how to use it. And they lived not thousands of years ago, but rather, thousands of years from now. These people were the Kamishi, and they lived in a new, feral world. I was so inspired by this vision, that over that weekend, I wrote 68 pages - the beginning of the novel that, over the coming years, would become Migration of the Kamishi.
So that, as they say, is that. And now I hope that you will enjoy my stories, articles, and ideas. My objective is to inform and entertain. My purpose is to provoke thought, and to bring people together in discussion and inquiry. When you read The Feral World books, you will find that the story is eclectic. It draws on both scientific and religious knowledge to form a unique, new story about a very familiar, and yet very strange, new world. These two things may seem very different, and indeed, they are often mutually exclusive. However, what I find fascinating is the instances when they actually agree, and this is also part of the inspiration for The Feral World.
Here on this blog, I will be writing about my experiences and thoughts as a writer. I will also be referring to new articles in the news that deal with the life sciences, religion, education, and literature. These things may seem disparate, but they all come together in one way, namely, how they affect the quality of our lives.
You'll find that I don't believe in the concept of "progress." Where others see progress, I often see simply change. I am not moved by claims that our lives have been improved by this gadget, or that technology, or this new idea. Our quality of life has as much to do with our inner world as with our outer world. I intend to make people think about what is meant by concepts like improvement, advancement, and progress, and I hope that people will decide for themselves whether or not to go along with someone else's ideas about these things. Well, that's all for now. I will delve more into these topics in the entires to come.
Gaddy Bergmann
http://www.GaddyBergmann.com